Strange.....

Isn't it a strange thing-

We are always conscious of-  

the personal  "self"- 

ie:  persona, (mask)  identity, story, etc......    through the five physical sensory perceptions. 

ie: taste touch sight sound smell. 

But mostly always unconscious to Subconsciousness- 

Which Is 'our' true nature. 

ie: Source, Spirit, God. 

When we physically sleep- Subconsciousness  is always there-  awake!!!

When consciousness. (of our 'self') dies, then Subconsciousness still lives on;  eternally..........  

A letter to a friend.

I thought about your statement about being to blame for what happened to you and maybe it needs more clarification on cause and effect. 

We are NOT to blame for our life's outcomes;  but we are responsible for our own interpretations and results of the information given to us-  from before we were old enough to reason truth. 

In 'this world' there are only ever two options for any human condition:

Angry.        Happy

Sick.           Well

Confused.  Clarity. 

Good.         Bad

Poverty.      Prosperous. 

Attack.       Defend

etc.             etc.  

But within the reality of pure Love, there is but a third option:   Grace!!

This word speaks of deliverance from enemies, affliction, or adversity. It also denotes enablement, daily guidance, forgiveness & preservation

So if we are not being attacked: then we have learnt from our attackers-  how to attack........

For example: From my fairly traumatic  childhood, I was a bullied child in the first few years of school. 

Then one day, I was invited out into the bush behind our school to play with all my school peers. 

This was a new novelty for me as not only was I never invited to anything, but had only ever been picked on, threatened, intimidated by these kids

Well the next thing I knew was that I was in the middle of a circle of maybe 10 to 20 kids and the strongest of the bullies walked into the circle to belt me up. His name was Kelvin Streat. But the leader of the 'gang' Jimmy Humm put him up to it all. 

Well, to this day I have zero ideas on just what or how what happened next, happened. 

But here was Kelvin Streat standing there right in front of me;  in the middle of the circle of startled kids, with massive amounts of blood pouring from his smashed up nose. 

Somehow, all the anger and hidden rage that had welled up inside of me over the previous maybe 8 or 9 years 

(Not sure how old I was) come lashing out on poor ole Kelvin. 

I king hit him fair on his nose, with blood pouring all over himself, he ran home and the band of boys and girls disbanded and I walked back with Jimmy Humm and he and I became best mates.  Funny eh, the bullied became 'the bully' because until recent years, I remained a covert bully in all my relationships. 

But throughout my remaining years through school and high school, there were three more events that I faced challenges from stronger males and each time the 'king-hit' occurred and my bloodied attacker ran off, seemingly frightened of me. 

 

But it happened through me;  not from me. I never planned to hit anyone, but totally out of the blue, came;  whammo!!!!!

I do not know if this same dynamic happens to wife beaters because I have never been prompted to beat a woman. 

However, I have been goaded by more than one female to get angry enough to lash out. But each time I think deep down that my own fundamental love of the opposite sex has lead me to take my anger out on something else; rather than the nurturing female. 

So is it our fault that these things happened to us???

Semantics are sooo powerful insomuch as, 'self-talk' is everything. 

We are NOT to blame for what happened to us. But we are totally responsible for our life outcomes because of how we INTERPRET events and influences "ON" our life. 

For example, if girls grew up with a subtle influence from their primary care givers (probably mothers, aunties, etc) to watch out for men because they only want one thing (sex) and to "TAKE" from us. 

And if they don't get that peacefully then men may take it forcefully. 

Then although that girl had a very peaceful loving Father, she grows up with an inherent deep fear that ALL men "could" attack her and 'always' the very determined subconscious mind will eventually cause that very event to happen. GAURANTEED!!!!

The subconscious mind secretly manages up to 95% of our lives-  on auto pitot. 

And it is 95% pre-programmed by age 7 by seemingly well intentioned care-givers. 

The subconscious mind is a million times more powerful processor than the very small capacity of the conscious mind. 

So, 'FEAR" of violence-  always attracts much more violence than it asked for. 

We can only have in life; that which we attract;  nothing more; nothing less, either consciously (knowingly)  or unconsciously.   (Unknowingly which is usually the case, as why would we keep on knowingly attract something which is bad for us, and also for our children / grandchildren, in the long term.) 

But as grown ups; we like to believe that we have 100% of our lives under OUR own management. 

But this is far from true reality!!!!!!

At best we may have 10% of our lives under our own management. 

The rest is managed by our pre-programmed inner subconscious society albeit, family belief system that manages all of our days- subconsciously on auto pilot.  And fed daily by a greedy unscrupulous media system that relies on fear to keep their listeners / watchers of audiences of unassuming "followers" asleep-at-the-wheel of their own lives. We are followers of fear;  not Faith. (Unless we learn otherwise) 

At least until we finally realise this terrible automatic out-of-control cause / effect lifestyle and learn to claw back some measure of independence from-the-system, perhaps for the first time in our lives. 

But this can only be done one way-

Through: 

•. Love

•. Peace

•. Joy

•. Harmony

•. Grace

•. Mercy

•. Forgiveness 

•. Compassion

•. Empathy for others, 

NOT sympathy!!!!  (Empathy heals, sympathy feeds the problem)  

So if we are feeding ourselves every morning and night on the (bad) news of "THIS WORLD" and it is firing us up to-take-action-against-something-or-someone,  then this must be a sure sign that WE have NOT healed something WITHIN-  "ourselves". 

And it will just keep showing up in our lives, and the lives of those that WE have much influence over- our own children, for example. As I have had such past negative influence over my children, but fortunately two out of three have mostly broken away from the negative influences of Marion and myself, as very limited, PAST 'damaged' parents, and they now live quite functional lives with their own families. 

But my total life goal and purpose is to now heal my family lineage of any outstanding curses and fears that will prevent my future family generations from living their lives in anything other than love, peace, harmony and joy. 

And being an example of not buying into the seemingly negative evolution of humanity's growth pains, by showing them how to manage how they 'feel' about what is happening around them in 'this world'. 

As Jesus said:  "Being in this world, but NOT of this world". "My peace I give to You".   GRACE.......

Check out this video on YouTube:

http://youtu.be/78ZCfupKzp0

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We Are One.

A letter to a friend...........

Thank You for sharing parts of your life with me that obviously are still very sensitive for You. 

It perhaps would have been good had we been able to have a full discussion on this matter,  as I believe that whatever got into us when we were younger, has to come 'out' of us, sooner or later as we awaken to the miserable fact that we continue to attract that which we secretly hate in our life. 

Nothing can show up in your life that you are not already a vibrational match for.  

ie:  Fear attracts fearful things. 

http://youtu.be/h-n1DzN6qo0

I also believe that as we get to our autumn years in life an overwhelming desire emerges to be emotionally free to just slip into a more peaceful, joyful, harmonious existence.  So we are drawn harder, into that which we love and also, that which we hate must show up for clearing out. 

However paradoxically, those that we have continually attracted to come along with us in this life, seem to delight in pushing our old emotional buttons-  just because they can........ 

http://youtu.be/h-n1DzN6qo0

This video of Esther Hicks talks about The Law of Attraction and how we don't get that which we want, but we get that which we secretly fear, or not that which we ask for, but that which we 'feel'.  

So if we attract abuse from the opposite sex, (which both you and I and most others to varying degrees have done in the past) then that; from childhood, must be our secret fear. Perhaps some well meaning parent, or person of meaningful significance influence warned us to watch out for men / women, (fear) etc, etc. 

http://youtu.be/h-n1DzN6qo0

My Father always said to watch out for 'women' "Love them all;  but marry none". 

He, by the way was bullied by the Nuns in a catholic school, and a brutal dominating Scottish mother that lorded over his weaker father and  two boys, his sister was pampered and went on to have a wonderful life. 

http://youtu.be/h-n1DzN6qo0

So guess what, I became a defensive  commitment phobic weak male also. Until I seeked knowledge on this most interesting human dynamic, then freed myself of it. 

But this male brutality that has controlled our physical world; 

Joel Goldsmith often said that mankind has not much raised above the animal level.  Male predominant left brain is a basic robotic, logic simple fetch-and-carry automaton existence. 

http://youtu.be/h-n1DzN6qo0

Female left / right brain logic and also emotive action is, I believe, more sophisticated;  but sadly, knowingly or unknowingly often used against mans weakness, to the point whereby he finally "reacts" physically , because this is his only 'known defence' to manipulations of female 'nest' control. 

http://youtu.be/h-n1DzN6qo0

Anyway,  these are only my thoughts

I really appreciate your openness and honesty.  It would be nice to find peace in all the storms of "this human world" wouldn't it. 

Hope this helps, as it surely has helped me find peace with Michelle and the "crazies" (terrorists, etc, of 'this world'.

All this information from my past studies, endeavouring to set myself free of past brainwashing patterns that I have spoken of has all been on the ' Mind'. 

But the 'body' is a whole other story:

Males are turbocharged physically with testosterone from as early as 13 weeks of gestation;  in the womb. 

At birth the boy baby has the testosterone levels of a 21 year old man, then subsides through childhood until puberty where it rises dramatically again until midlife.  

This is their 'power trip'  hormone, and for many men, once activated, they cannot come 'down' off it. 

Females predominantly operate on their major hormone;  progesterone. 

The 'happy'  hormone.  Hence the peace a female experiences while pregnant. But crashes emotionally, mentally and physically after given birth with post-natal-depression. 

The uterus produces 360 times more progesterone while the mother is making a baby than before or after, so without such large amounts of their 'peaceful' hormone the mother crashes pre and post birth for sometimes up to two years after. 

But then a strange ironic thing happens as we age-

Men slow down on producing their 'war' hormone and women slow right down on producing their 'peace' hormone. So often the tables get turned as oestrogen takes over in both;  men 'retire' and women seek revenge for years of neglect or abuse. 

Fundamentally,  men take on more female life patterns with age, and females become more male in attitude, to put it into a nutshell. 

Also our modern food substitutes are super laced with oestrogen mimicking hormones that have bought this natural phenomenon earlier to many people eating low quality 'food' from supermarkets and takeaway shops.   

And then, to counteract this crazy situation, with fluoride and many other man-made mimicking dumb-out 'drugs' most of our western society is just simply mellowing out; suspended so to speak, on the conveyor belt of 'Life'.  Occasionally some people wake up, like a bear with an empty belly after hibernation, pretty angry!!!

Forgot to say that if male and female energy is functioning correctly then there's an old scripture that says:

"One can put a thousand to flight; but 'two' will put TEN thousand to flight". 

The female energy is the 'neck' that steers the male energy head 'logic' 

(Also an olde Scripture) 

Therefore, behind every great male; 

is an even greater female that is steering the family to success, peace and harmony, from behind the scenes with her natural influential powers. 

But out of whack, female 'convert' negative emotive energy fuels the 'overt' male physical force. 

ie:  Overt male physical force is seen; covert female emotive force goes unnoticed by all; often even unknown to the female guilty of this practice. 

With an ironic twist of fate:  all things must eventually balance themselves and men and women clang and bang together without ever really knowing just what's happening 'to them'. 

Basically we are all automatons wired, triggered, detonated; according to our pre-programmed 'story'. (Belief system) 

Nothing can show up in your life that you are not already a vibrational match for.  

ie:  Fear attracts fearful things. 

     Peace attracts peaceful things. 

Dead or Alive????

Neither dead nor alive am "I".........

I Am That-  that I Am;   ALL THAT IS!!!!!

Life Is Eternal;  forever!!!   Neither given, nor taken away,  but always living.   

Peace, harmony, joy, creativity, love-

Oneness!!!  Omniscience, Omnipotence 

Omnipresence. One Life-  One presence